A few quotes, if you don't care to read them skipp them, the important stuff is actually under the quotes.
I've never been scared of someone before. Sometimes a little intimidated, but never scared. But you, you scare me with your beautiful eyes & your amazing smile. I'm so scared that I'll fall for you & want to love you forever & that you'll want me for only a few moments in your life.
Did you ever just need to kiss someone so bad. It's not even that you want to kiss them for the pleasure of a kiss, but you just need to feel his lips on yours, so you can get that safe, warm & loving feeling. Well, right now, I'm needing your kiss. It's the one thing that keeps me alive in the crazy, insane & confusing world. When you kiss me, all that hazy confusion disappears & it all becomes perfectly clear. You are the only one who stops the storm of life around me.
If I had a weakness, you sure found it tonight. Some hidden desperation you saw floating in my eyes. Moments just like these, baby, wrong can feel right & don't the lies come easy when the truth just wouldn't be worth the fight?
His love is like rain on a tin roof... The sweet song of a summertime storm & oh, the way it moves... it's a melody of passion raging on & then.. it's gone.<3<3
Ok .. it's been a while .. myspace has stolen my heart. lol.
Hunter is doing great! I love him so much. I'll try to pics up soon. No promises though.
I'm feeling a little depressed lately. And, A LOT confused. Me and Tyler have some serious decisions to make .. and it would be so easy, if I didn't have a hard time trying to believe the things Tyler say. I want to believe everything that comes out of his mouth, and if I could eveerything would be perfect. He is leaving for the Marines next year. He will be based in California, and leaves June 6, 2007. He asked me and Hunter to go with him. He's also mentioned "us." And, how he wants to be a family. I would really like that. He's done me wrong in the past, but I understand he was scared. That's no excuse, but sometimes it takes people longer to realize it's time to grow up and be a man. He says he's finally reched that point. I want to believe him so bad, but it's so hard. I just don't know what to do. He said he was going to break up with his girlfriend so we can start over and do this the right way. What if he doesn't really break up with her? I mean, it's possible he could just be trying to get a little something from everyone.
Well, enough about that. If anyone actually read all of that, I'd love a little advice.
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